i want this day to come to an end T__T my head hurts, my teeth hurts but i have no idea why lol, i have a sore throat and i have no idea what to do. moreover, the weather sucks big time… can’t believe it’s summer O.o
what has happened since i wrote here last time… been to TK gig though i enjoyed support bands much more, been hanging out with friends and enjoying my free time fully, been to Warsaw on the school trip… it could’ve been much better but what can i expect if we must wake up at 4:30, go 5,5 hour by bus and get bored… at least the Museum of the Warsaw Uprising was very interesting, i really like reading etc. about World War II.
I’m really sorry for all the fans of Michael Jackson, it must be tragic and sad to lose such a great idol. I’ve never been his fan, I enjoyed a couple of songs and I still do, but I can’t call myself a fan… I hate the hypocrisy of so many people, when Michael lived so many people were talking bullshit about him, that he is a weirdo and so on, nobody noticed how much his music has changed in today’s pop music, they all were talking only about his plastic surgeries but music seemed to be forgotten… and suddenly now he is the best, he is the king and everyone loves him. I feel I do the good thing now, I like him as I did before, I never insulted him, it’s not my favourite kind of music but i am absolutely addicted to “Give in to me” now… such a sensual song, and the guitar solo <3 “Dirty Diana” is my second favourite. Rest in peace Michael, you were an artist and you’ll be never forgotten. My mom is also kinda sad because of it, also because he died on her 50th bday 
i’m so bored at home though i should enjoy holidays… i can’t be lazy all the time, my laziness is always the biggest during the school time, i’m always not in the mood to learn and i do 1348623899572 unnecessary things instead of learning so now i’m learning everyday to my exams which start in May 2010 
it’s really ok, i enjoy learning english and PSE
my “BrzydUla” addiction is growing bigger and bigger, i’m downloading old episodes and saving new pics everyday, reading fanfics, news about the new episodes and can’t wait to the episode 159 in september and i feel sooo good with it
i want changes so next week i change my hair colour to blonde… though i know it won’t be blond, my hair is way too damaged to stand another hair dye or bleach so, if i won’t be blonde and it’s very very possible, be sure to see me red/brown/black haired again
