i wanna dance with somebody, dance with somebody

Yeah,  let’s dance! Only 5 days to The Rasmus gig, woo-hoo! The title comes from the Mando Diao’s song from their new album “Give me fire”, first I didn’t like it at all because it was not MY Mando that I fell in love with almost 2 years ago, I thought something wrong happened with them, as with The Killers and many other bands lately… But the album is not bad, for sure better than the previous one. Blue Lining White Trenchcoat, Gloria, Mean Street and Go Out Tonight are my fav songs, Dance with somebody has a very nice intro, it suits for some movie or something like that. I think I’ll buy the album if I have money and it will be available in Poland.

I wanted to write here some time ago when I was annoyed by one thing, but Reka said everything what I wanted on her blog, in the post called “You don’t get me at all or what?” She did it great, applause for her

Reka and Oana are today at TR gig, I am really happy for both of them, hope they will bring many pictures and meet all the boys

I have to go now, German vocabulary, chemistry, biology and geography are waiting for me -.- I can’t concentrate at learning, I just think about the gig and nothing else… ok, I think about some other things too, but not about the school, as always xD

I wish I knew how to quit you

Yeah, my last post here was written 2 weeks ago, you can already see how lazy I am when it comes to having a blog and writing posts regularly. I always like reading other people’s blogs and stuff like this, but I have always problems with my own.

Anyway, what can I say… 2 weeks ago I was ill, a week later I started my holidays and now I have one week of them and then school again… I must start learning this week when I have enough time for all the subjects, I must catch up on all the tests and lessons from the week that I’ve spent at home because of the illness… I hate school, but I think it’s obvious for every student

What else? Shopping with friends… I’ve never been shopping that much as in the last days or better call it window shopping… I love shopping centres xD Some fights with my mom but it’s typical for us, we are both nervous and shout at each other, then forgot about it one hour later xD Being lazy and doing photomanipulations with TR boys… but  some of them are pretty hard to understand if you didn’t see my chats with a friend… sometimes I am scared of our ideas.

Yesterday I watched Brokeback Mountain, I haven’t seen any movie which moved me like this one for a long long time… Such a big, beautiful but hard love, ruined by people because of the rules which people should follow in those times… Jack and Ennis made themselves unhappy, but also their wives, kids, everyone around them… They could be happy, but their sexual orientation was the problem. Homophobe people should go to the doctor.

Heath and Jake were amazing and very brave to play gays, thanks to them this movie was so magical… and also the thing which was very important was that there weren’t any love confessions, words full of empty emotionalism which we can see in many movies… their love just EXISTED and you could feel it in their gestures, glances, everything. The only one thing we can admit as a confession were Jack’s words which are in the title of my posts. After 20 years he didn’t knew how to stop this love, it was still stronger than him.

You can watch this scene here:

I will watch this movie again because it was not so good on tv with all the advertisements, breaks and the translation… There are so many deep scenes which seem so simple and without any meaning at the beginnig, but now I am planning to find all the answers and conclusions.