day and nite

Almost all days and night lately look the same but i feel so happy about it, i just love this feeling of freedom. my mom’s still complaining that i don’t read books that i need for my exams and i’m so lazy but whatever. i prefer chatting, laughing my ass off and basically doing nothing, it’s the last year when i can do this xD

first of all – i got addicted to placebo. their new album is good but not great, i prefer older placebo albums, but ‘happy you’re gone’ is such a touching song <3 just can’t get enough of this:

not to mention that i was watching placebo videos, interviews and so on all the time, i totally love brian’s personality and the way he sings so emotionally… when i was watching this

i was just left with my mouth open, tears in my eyes and my mom was looking at me as a weirdo, i was just close to cry and even The Rasmus didn’t move me so much in 6 years… and that wasn’t even 5 minutes. i’m going to see placebo in warsaw the day after my 18th bday… i don’t wanna any other gift (beside TR gig but they won’t come here) or party… i would just get bored. hope everything will be ok and i will enjoy it fully, and brian will hypnotize thousands of people with his voice.

i don’t like the new, beautiful “ugly’ Ula. she looks like the ex-fiance of Marek, the boss. now it looks like she wanted to be her copy just to make Marek fall in love with her. and why did they cut julia’s haaaaaair

what’s more, i started to like the gossip’s songs. i love beth’s positive energy, just have a look at her xD

and now dance with me xD

being boooored

i want this day to come to an end T__T my head hurts, my teeth hurts but i have no idea why lol, i have a sore throat and i have no idea what to do. moreover, the weather sucks big time… can’t believe it’s summer O.o

what has happened since i wrote here last time… been to TK gig though i enjoyed support bands much more, been hanging out with friends and enjoying my free time fully, been to Warsaw on the school trip… it could’ve been much better but what can i expect if we must wake up at 4:30, go 5,5 hour by bus and get bored… at least the Museum of the Warsaw Uprising was very interesting, i really like reading etc. about World War II.

I’m really sorry for all the fans of Michael Jackson, it must be tragic and sad to lose such a great idol. I’ve never been his fan, I enjoyed a couple of songs and I still do, but I can’t call myself a fan… I hate the hypocrisy of so many people, when Michael lived so many people were talking bullshit about him, that he is a weirdo and so on, nobody noticed how much his music has changed in today’s pop music, they all were talking only about his plastic surgeries but music seemed to be forgotten… and suddenly now he is the best, he is the king and everyone loves him. I feel I do the good thing now, I like him as I did before, I never insulted him, it’s not my favourite kind of music but i am absolutely addicted to “Give in to me” now… such a sensual song, and the guitar solo <3 “Dirty Diana” is my second favourite. Rest in peace Michael, you were an artist and you’ll be never forgotten. My mom is also kinda sad because of it, also because he died on her 50th bday

i’m so bored at home though i should enjoy holidays… i can’t be lazy all the time, my laziness is always the biggest during the school time, i’m always not in the mood to learn and i do 1348623899572 unnecessary things instead of learning so now i’m learning everyday to my exams which start in May 2010 it’s really ok, i enjoy learning english and PSE

my “BrzydUla” addiction is growing bigger and bigger, i’m downloading old episodes and saving new pics everyday, reading fanfics, news about the new episodes and can’t wait to the episode 159 in september and i feel sooo good with it

i want changes so next week i change my hair colour to blonde… though i know it won’t be blond, my hair is way too damaged to stand another hair dye or bleach so, if i won’t be blonde and it’s very very possible, be sure to see me red/brown/black haired again

Holidayyyyys!

I’m finally free! And way too tired to write something really smart lol. My Ugly Betty addiction didn’t change… ok, the only thing that has changed is the ammount of pics in my collection

Lately I was listening to those songs all the time:

Damien Rice – 9 Crimes

<3

Piotr Cugowski – Dirty Diana

I don’t like those flamenco sounds bu his voice is amazing <3

Destiny’s Child – Lose my breath (RizMix)

so danceable*__* A. already wants it for her bday party

I was also watching Fair Play Crew dancing in SYTYCD and I was watching videos from their yt channel… those ones cracked me up xD

3 days left to The Kroisos gig… I still don’t know where I will sleep, when I’ll go home but whatever. They must play Urpot Relaa

Ok, now I leave you with their Love Song

and BrzydUla of course

what a shame xD

I’m totally addicted to Polish version of Ugly Betty I promised myself that I won’t watch any tv series like this but I can’t help it… and I can sound like a teenie right now, but Filip Bobek and his dimples are just adorable

hello, i’m impertinent and infantile.

This is what i found out yesterday from my teacher, actually all my classmates found out about it. And it wasn’t our fault. Teachers blame us for their absent-mindedness but nevermind… same thing today, my lovely geography teacher was absent and i must learn few days more. i promise, if i pass this school grade, i will make a bonfire and burn all those stupid maps.

it’s nothing new but once again i realized how much i love extreme emotions. from crying from the laugter or happiness, to being damn angry or sad. i hate to feel kinda neutral, i must have adrenalin all the time. i must have extreme feelings to feel better, concentrate or work harder. maybe i’m a weirdo but that’s how it is.

again and again…

Yes, I know what you will tell now and where… you will continue your game on the international TR forum,  you will write about ms. burning asses, “does it burn”, envy, you’ll try to post below whoever who is brainwashed in your opinion only to call her Rosicone (as it is written in a signature of your biggest slave), call Paula a monster and Mira a whale… but:

- we all had this wonderful occasion to see you both in the interview with your idol, Paula and Mira are like top models next to you, dears Though you are two years younger than P., she looks like a teenager next to you, though she is a mother for over a year already. And Mira is probably at the same age as your slave, right? Are you jealous that someone can be beautiful, smart, get married and be pregnant and you don’t even have a boyfriend? Oh wait, I even want to much for you to have… you don’t even have a friend! Sorry, you think being someone’s slave means friendship… or your friend is your lovely mac, google and everything you need to spy on Paula? Good luck then!

- calling pregnant woman a whale doesn’t make you smarter/prettier/skinnier, it just shows you use a words that children use in kindergarten when someone is fat. the same thing goes with the monster, but it was mentioned above. jealousyyyyy.  having a luck in life, fame, baby, a man, huge house… that didn’t happen to you and won’t happen i guess and don’t worry, it takes so much time for you to spy everyday and knowing she doesn’t care about people like you and a facebook group must hurt do it over and over again, fortunately PMMP have many fans in Finland and in many European countries, they are smart and see the music, 5 persons in a band and not the only one that you hate. Giving thumbs down to Lautturi video on yt also won’t make PMMP lose fans, maybe it will just make you satisfied or excited… but like i said long time ago, if i were at your age i would like to be excited and happy because of my boyfriend/husband/family/friends/job, but you don’t have anything from those things so being bitchy in the net is your only satisfaction. Sociologists would say you are not self-confident in real life and probably it’s true… your words are strong but if someone came to you and slap you on your face you would run away.

guess i have nothing left to say… it’s your choice, continue your pathetic games, spying, having pathetic life or rather having no life at all, stop spying on PMMP, my friends’ blogs, gaining more slaves or just let live other people who DO have life

Zoo, Mr. Carrot & electrons = having fun

And a long weekend had already passed time to go back to school again…

Anyway, those few past days were great, party with my classmates, guitar, laughing, lots of singing, relax… everything I needed, i had so much fun and took a lot of pics. yesterday we went to zoo, it was even funnier, i saw TR guys as animals Lauri was a big hippo, Eero was a dinosaur, Aki was alittle cute llama/goat/whatever it was, we were feeding it with dandelions, she/he was so brave and came to us, then when the other llama came to us too, the Aki one was so jealous and Pauli was a big monkey… sorry Pauli but this monkey had a hair just like you and it was much bigger than the others you were also cute anyway xD

then we went to a shopping centre and i met my two friends with whom i’ve been to TR’s gig (kippis for the ŚT!). we made some evil drawings, talked about our idols and watched many pics of The Kroisos. The gig is coming, hope I’ll buy the ticket soon, everything will be fine with my school and money and i’ll go.

Be my friend, hold me, wrap me up

Finally holiday! Hallelujah xD This week was so lazy at school because all the teachers are ina hurry before the exams, but last Friday was terrible… I hate my geography teacher, nobody made me feel like shit lately as much as she did… 3 months of learning ended up like “You are absent all the time, you are not prepared” and other stuff like that… the worst thing about it is that she said it before I said a word… blah, nevermind.

This week is much better… a lot of fun and laugh, and holiday parties are coming xD

the title of the post is from the song “Breathe me”, from this dance:

just love it <3 and they are only 17 and 18 years old!

ok, it’s time to go to sleep… so, Hyvää Vappua to everyone and best birthday wishes to Pauli and Feenat, his twin sister

life is like a menel in mokotów

the title is from Przemko’s song about menelgame

i think i will get sick O.o i have a sore throat for a week but i wasn’t so annoying, but today i feel like my throat is all swollen -.- i do some weird faces because of it like a Joker xD hope tomorrow i will be able to speak because i have a speech on english lesson… i will talk about TR, so 5 minutes long speech is not a problem when i can talk about them for hours, so i don’t even prepare it improvisation might be fun xD

my history teacher made me angry… he was talking about some boring stuff as always, so i was writing in my copybook some lyrics like “i’m bringin sexy back” xD [yeah, too much watching drunk lauri in Austria] and my friend was singing, and he suddenly came to us and said we must find Napoli O.o we didn’t know what’s going on but we tried, the map was from year 1815 or something and it was full or wars, battles and colours and we couln’t find it at once, he took us by our heads and shaked them for a while O.o don’t do it once again, it will end up bad for you, Mr K.

i have a resolution – i will never ever call Lauri Człowiek Biegunka [don't ask xD] and i won’t say Eero has sediment on his tongue, because the more i laught about it, the more i had a sore throat

summer is close, so…

i don’t make any plans because usually plans don’t turn out so good as we want it, but let’s say… it would be nice to think about spending some nice time when the school will end. if i pass my 2nd grade of high school of course [yeah, maybe i'm a bit obsessed but all this school years i have bad feeling about it, that something will go wrong... nevermind]. first of all, today my two friends with whom i’ve been to TR gig were planning our meeting and seems we’ll go to The Kroisos gig on 12th of June [it's a band of the finnish skijumpers, their previous name was Vieraileva Tähti]

what a a shame,  i don’t even know how they look and i know their two songs, but i don’t know the lyrics but it will be so much fun to meet with so nice people and have a small repeat from the February i must take there my evil copybook with evil drawings and maybe we’ll do some new ones xD i hope we can take pictures with them or talk, we’ll see if the Finns are so shy… as far as i heard from my friend they’re very very flirty xD

I also thought about going to The Rasmus’ fans meeting in Łódź, but now it doesn’t make sense at all, Kasiia decided to organisate it all and nobody likes her plan, me neither. Her band will sing TR’s covers, she wanna make some competitions with prizes and… bring there boys’ doubles i don’t think it’s funny at all, maybe it’s nice on the manga&anime fans meetings, but no there… everyone said it’s not a good idea and she got angry, said that first we didn’t give her our ideas and when she gave her ones, we are only complaining, she puts a lot of her time and money to make this meeting and she doesn’t care about us, she already printed her plan and give it to media… it shows once again she wanna get more attention, be on tv again, and she will say everywhere how bad TR fans are, that she was left alone and had to make everything alone, nobody helped her, oh. Sorry, but nobody forces her to do it and first it would be good to convince FANS for it, not media… after all the FANS are the most important people there, they spend money to go there and they expect to have fun and enjoy talking about band in a friendly atmosphere… yeah, sure.

she also wanted to play there a lot TR’s songs, but she forgot it is not allowed to use them in a public performance and when the other person from the forum told her about it, she almost called her stupid. i don’t know how she wanna make it all and she says all the time about fans integration… wtf? during the queueing before the Warsaw gig many people from the forum talked with each other, sang the songs and have fun, but she was talking only with her “lovely” friends and doesn’t give a shit about us all, if she thinks she is better than we all, good luck then. I can go to Łódź, but not to see her because she is not a friend of mine and she won’t be, i can talk with some other people who are really close to me and we can make our own meeting on holidays, without complaining, someone’s huge ego and media.